What can I do to improve my family’s life? Everyday now and then, tense, stifling air lingers in the house. I don’t even feel myself there anymore, just like a silhouette weaping in despair. I always told myself to be strong, because there is nothing much I could do but whenever I see this happening, I could feel something pulling against my windpipe, forbidding me from breathing.
I do not even want to continue because my right brain feels like a person trapped in a maze, struggling to escape. Its intricate, feelings and everything but one thing is that ..
It sucks because whenever you feel woe swallowing you up, you will be constantly reminded how jovial your personality actually is in reality and that’s when you feel even more miserable.
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